Posts by Diego

    Don't feel bad for saying goodbye if it hurts you to put up with this. Don't even try to stay. I already know that you're gone. Just let me cry a little bit. I don't do it to make you feel guilty. The thing is that I care for you endlessly but since today I will start forgetting you. I'm honest, I don't expect you to stay or come back. I will never trust again.

    You will remember me whenever you want to forget me and you will look in someone what you already had with me. You will be careful to not say my name. You will close your eyes to kiss me. You will remember me when the dawn breaks. When you need a real honest hug. You will remember me when you understand it is late and that no one will ever love you the way I loved you.

    You will remember me when you are with someone and you feel more than ever the loneliness.

    Don't look for me again, I beg you. I won't tolerate it once again. In this moment our dreams die. I armour-plate myself and I don't devote myself again.

    Honestly, I don't expect you to stay or come back. I will never trust again.

    Coming Soon:

    "The 5,000 € bill"

    When I decided to leave everything that was hurting me I also noticed that many of my so called friends left me as well. They decided to keep friends to that person that hurt me the most maybe just because they liked him better or they just wanted to bury me more into the sadness. There are many secrets about those people that I could tell to every one. I could say things about "J" for example but it won't be any use. But what has complicated my life the most is a money debt.

    How did I end up with a 5 thouse euros debt? Whose fault was it?

    I'll tell it soon. But you might know the answers by now.

    In the still of the night I can almost feel you lying next to me like it used to be and it's hard to let go when there's always something reminding me of how things could be.

    I've tried to get you off my mind. I've tried to play my part but every time I close my eyes you're still inside my heart.

    Why can't I laugh? Why must I cry every time we say good-bye? Why does it rain here in my heart everyday that we're apart?

    Why can't it be just you and me? What will it take to make you see these are the words to my heartbreak lullaby?

    Like the stars in the sky you still keep shining down your light on me but out of reach and I know that in time you will come back to your senses, see the signs and change your mind.

    I've tried to look the other way and keep my heart on hold but every time I'm close to you I lose my self-control.

    Why can't I laugh? Why must I cry? Give me just one good reason why...

    (Heartbreak Lullaby)

    After "Story of a heart" a few years have passed. The main character has lived many different experiences and he relies on his doctor who is his confident to help him deal and understand his surroundings.

    ... "Don't shut me down" ~ Dario