I Still Have Faith In You

  • In the still of the night I can almost feel you lying next to me like it used to be and it's hard to let go when there's always something reminding me of how things could be.


    I've tried to get you off my mind. I've tried to play my part but every time I close my eyes you're still inside my heart.


    Why can't I laugh? Why must I cry every time we say good-bye? Why does it rain here in my heart everyday that we're apart?


    Why can't it be just you and me? What will it take to make you see these are the words to my heartbreak lullaby?


    Like the stars in the sky you still keep shining down your light on me but out of reach and I know that in time you will come back to your senses, see the signs and change your mind.


    I've tried to look the other way and keep my heart on hold but every time I'm close to you I lose my self-control.


    Why can't I laugh? Why must I cry? Give me just one good reason why...


    (Heartbreak Lullaby)

  • Coming Soon:


    "The 5,000 € bill"


    When I decided to leave everything that was hurting me I also noticed that many of my so called friends left me as well. They decided to keep friends to that person that hurt me the most maybe just because they liked him better or they just wanted to bury me more into the sadness. There are many secrets about those people that I could tell to every one. I could say things about "J" for example but it won't be any use. But what has complicated my life the most is a money debt.


    How did I end up with a 5 thouse euros debt? Whose fault was it?


    I'll tell it soon. But you might know the answers by now.